i dont feel human
people know what to say. i dont most of the time.
people know what to do. i dont and just awkwardly sit or stand most of the time.
people are creative. im not.
people can draw and come up with cool stories or designs or whatever. i cant.
people can learn. i cant. not even for school.
people have hobbies. i dont and i even tried to get some but nothing seems fun.
people have nice aesthetics and can make cool stuff. i dont and cant.
people like spotify/yt music and the playlists it generates for them. i like some songs but i end up skipping most of them.
people like watching reels/shorts/tiktoks. i find most of them boring and cant get addicted to them even if i wanted to.
people have favorite artists/composers/writers/anything. i dont feel like i do.
people remember stuff. i forget almost everything i heard 5 minutes later if i dont write it down.
people can stay focused. i have problems staying focused in class and i just start to think about how bad my life is and how i dont have a future.
i dont feel human. i cant do most of the things others can and i cant even think like them. and even algorithms seem to show me that. no algorithm really knows what i like and it feels weird.
maybe im a robot..